Grand Delusion

Welcome to the Grand illusion
Come on in and see what’s happening
Pay the price, get your tickets for the show
The stage is set, the band starts playing
Suddenly your heart is pounding
Wishing secretly you were a star.

But don’t be fooled by the radio
The TV or the magazines
They show you photographs of how your life should be
But they’re just someone else’s fantasy
So if you think your life is complete confusion
Because you never win the game
Just remember that it’s a Grand illusion
And deep inside we’re all the same.
We’re all the same

So if you think your life is complete confusion
Because your neighbors got it made
Just remember that it’s a Grand illusion
And deep inside we’re all the same.
We’re all the same

America spells competition, join us in our blind ambition
Get yourself a brand new motor car
Someday soon we’ll stop to ponder what on Earth’s this spell we’re under
We made the grade and still we wonder who the hell we are . . .


The profound illusion that the world of matter is the only true reality has lead the bulk of humanity into the darkest delusion of materialism.  No longer do we bathe in Light of the spirit whence we came and to which we shall return.  Our fleeting entrapment within the physical body is a golden opportunity to refine ourselves, burning off carnal impurities and leaving only pure Self to rise up and out into the Limitless Light.  An alchemical transmutation from the lead of base animal instinct to the gold of pure consciousness is humanity’s true destiny, but in a delusional state of mind we strive only for  immediate gratification of physical, selfish needs and desires.

The fulfillment of our destiny may require thousands of lifetimes, but our spiritual journey can start here and now in this life–we each have within ourselves a portion of divine consciousness isolated from its Source, yearning to be free and reunited with the All.  We have the ability to break out of the delusion with a simple choice and exercise of personal will and to love under Will our selves and others as we tune into our Higher Selves.  If our thoughts, emotions and actions are balanced and in complete alignment with spiritual (natural) law, the resulting harmony will melt away the delusion, and we will awaken into the beauty of divine expression of infinite love:  “love is the law, love under Will.”





Since I began this blog I have been waiting for people to show concern for what is happening on this planet and become inspired to express themselves by sharing their ideas and asking questions.  So far the response is less than inspirational for me.  So maybe I have been looking/hoping for inspiration in the wrong place and for the wrong reason.  Maybe my expectations are all wrong.  Maybe I shouldn’t expect anyone to want to open their eyes and awaken from a nightmare which may be much more comfortable than the harsh reality of being ‘awake’.

Having the knowledge of “good and evil” is one thing, but the realization that there are psychopaths in this world that possess a knowledge and deliberately wield  a power that enslaves and controls the unsuspecting and uncaring masses makes for a very difficult state of mind–one that I struggle with constantly.  My conflict is between choosing to do nothing or continuing to speak out (or write).  When push comes to shove, what will I really do?  Conform or rebel?  Give up or fight?  Live or die?  If I had no family to consider, my answer would be simple:  rebel and fight–live or die!  Why should my answer be any different with a family to consider?  It shouldn’t!  This is the heart of the matter.  I should be ready and willing to stand at the ‘Gates of Hell . . .’, rebel and fight to the death for Truth, family and my sacred honor not to mention my eternal soul.

So here I stand at the most significant crossroads of my life.  The choice of the direction I must take is simple;  the treading of the path will be most severe.  May God be merciful and gracious on and with me!

. . . and not back down!

What’s the Point?

Not sure!  My reason for starting this blog was to create a safe haven for people of like mind to share their thoughts about what is really happening on this planet.  I know that there are probably many other such sites on the WWW, but this is the only one made by me.  I want to do something to help spread the word about our mutual enslavement and how to end it, and I have the ability to write, so I’m writing.  But I really don’t want it to be JUST me writing.  I would like to know what other people are thinking.

So far I have had only one person write something (Ivan from Phoenix).  There have been visitors but no other comments or posts.  I don’t know what the reason is.   Is this site boring?  Or do people just not like it for some reason that they won’t even share?  Is there really that much fear of retribution or ridicule out it in the world?  Or is it just a lack of care?  I will put a friendly and heart-felt challenge out there:  someone please tell what you think about this site, good or bad.  That would be better than nothing!

This site has been up for several months, and there hasn’t been much in the way of encouraging activity.  I considered shutting it down due to lack of interest, but then something happened.  I had a power failure, and my server went down, and when it came back up, critical files were corrupted and I couldn’t access the site!  So as the site was down and inaccessible I struggled with deciding if I should try to get it back up or just let it RIP!  After much gnashing of teeth, I finally decided that the only ways to get it going would be either rebuild from scratch or restore my system to an earlier state.  I chose to send my computer back in time to when it was working.  If only we could do that ourselves!  We could REALLY screw up this world but GOOD!

Well now it is back up and working well.  I will fully backup everything from now on!  But the BIG QUESTION I still have for my fellow humanity is:  WHAT IS THE POINT OF ALL THIS IF NO ONE IS GOING TO PARTICIPATE?  Should I just keep on keeping on even if no one cares enough to share? Or should I just forget about it?  Only I can answer this question.  Only time will tell! Peace and love to ALL!




Free of mind we think we are, not really able to see ourselves from afar.  Not able to see the forest for the trees, our fractured minds sinking to the depths of the darkest seas.  The gravity of our situation escapes us as we dance the jig of life, never wanting to pay the piper, never admitting the strife.

Turmoil swirling all around, while screams of dying never making a sound.  In the deathly cold and empty space, a black hole sun appears, drawing us to another  place.

Far away and far to see deathly angels appear to me.  Dreading their arrival, and beckon call, I run away, far away, desperate to stall . . .

Free of mind we think are, if only we could see ourselves from afar.  Illusions of this world linking at the moment of becoming . . . link by link shackles binding, drawing us down from the Eternal into blinking time.  Life yielding to death, death seeking life,  Eternal cycle of Souls, rising, falling, knowing, forgetting . . . lives upon lives.

. . . link by link binding chains cross-linking . . . web of illusion extending, trapping, deceiving, never yielding to soul yearning for flying, exploring, living, loving, dreaming, creating, becoming what we have always been.